Love or Confusion

A hot summers day
We were at the bay
The trees had a rhythmic sway
There was a lot to say

There was fun and frolic
No , we were not alcoholic
There was a lot of laughter
Yes , we were together

Then I popped the question
Her face filled with emotion
"will you marry me ? ", I asked with conviction
"I don't know", she retorted with confusion

Closer she came - said " I love you "
She dint know ,I loved her more than she knew
The future looked bleak
What can I do to fix this leak ?

We decided to take it one day at a time
I decided to carry on and make a dime
For now she is with me
Forever I dont know if it'll be

For I know there was a distance
And there was resistance
But I knew I loved her and I missed her
I hope we are forever together

To my Wonderful Parents....

You taught me love
And not to shove
You taught me life
And to stick together during times of strife

You taught me to make a meal
And not steal
You taught me to dine
Without fine wine

You taught me to help those in need
And to do a good dead
You taught me to read  and write
And to fight adversity with might

You taught me to forgive
And to whole heartedly give
You told me to forget
No matter what you get

You taught me to be creative
And appreciative
You taught me to thank the creator
And to strive to achieve heights greater


You taught me to reason
No matter the season
You taught me to be humble
Without much of a mumble

You taught me to smile
And go the extra mile
You taught me to be happy
Even when things were crappy


You taught me everything
Without expecting anything
You taught me to be me
Without you I could never be

To a friend who left....

Laden with a broken heart
As if  hit by a poisonous dart
Everyone played their part
Do I deserve this start ?

They promised to be there till the end
But did not even stay till the bend
There was nothing to mend
It was a bitter end

No one knew my plight
The situation was indeed a fright
The end seemed within sight
Nothing seemed bright

She was my only friend
Without her I was left to fend
I could not comprehend
My life was a downward descend

They  did not mean to offend
Although the tone was condescend
I was left to pretend
In what was a dead end.

In hope I live

Living within the four walls,

alone and lonely,with no one to answer my calls.

Is there hope left for me ?

Or should I just let it be ?

For that one person my love still exists,

For her, I cease to exist.

For it is her that I miss,

For her though, is ignorance a bliss ?

Is it the distance ?

Am I not near ?

Why the resistance?

Why the fear ?

In hope I live, if I may,

Wondering if there ll ever be a day,

When I know you will stay,

Right beside me everyday !!

One kind word

I expected one kind word,

but who am I to get one,

I expected one kind word,

I am a nobody to everyone.

I expected one kind word,

to help me through,

I expected one kind word,

just so that I felt something new.

I expected one kind word,

to make my life worthwhile,

I expected one kind word,

hoping you'd stay awhile.

I expected one kind word,

every time,

But it almost never came in,

in my lifetime.

I expected one kind word,

just so that,

I knew,

I was someone to you.

Rants of a lonely Soul

i know i have none

though i am an enemy to none

i know i have none

to fight for me, to live for me

my war has only just begun

i know i have none

for god too has left, leaving me none

it wasnt my choice to pick

destiny did the trick

i awoke to the war

a war that shall stop

only when i reach the heavens atop

where is the war ?, they asked

for they did not see it was a war meant only for me

within me it raged

killing none injuring one

with none to answer my call

the climb to freedom seemed very tall

summers and winters went by,

questions left unanswered, why oh why ?

the war never ceased

it was a lost cause

though there was only one victor

and one loser

there was no hope

the solution - a thread of rope

yet i fought the war,

fought for survival

even though i know i have none

for god too has left, leaving me none !!!

A New Beginning !

Hello folks ,

Its been a long time since i last blogged and its nice to be back . First things first , Congratulations to all my fellow Engineers , I know its been hard , those four years and all of you deserve the much needed break though most of you would have started work in India or flown to different parts of the world for the same or for your masters .So a new beginning awaits and i bet most of you are eagerly awaiting that new beginning.ALL THE VERY BEST TO ALL OF YOU !!

Like a few of you , I am going for my masters too . I will be pursuing masters in Mobile and Satellite Communications at the University Of Surrey , Guildford , United Kingdom.Guildford is a city 29 kilometers away from London.And yes I am looking forward to the next one year .

Anyways thats all for now and i hope to get back to blogging sometime soon .

Take Care Guys !!